:: Where is my little cattle?? ::

Tuesday, August 23, 2005

Somehow something happened on sat, was awoken by sis at 6.30am after she received a call fm the hospital asking us to go down immeditely.. they'd informed us dat dad was refusing everything, his medication n the very much needed oxygen... gosh!! wat happened... we quickly bathe n rushed there... reaching his bed, we saw dat the nurses had restrained him... his behaviour was agressive... the nurses said he's veri agitated.

We did not sense any difference in him the nite before when we went hm, oni dat he was being quite depressed again.. keeps on saying he's dying and wun see tml... B4 we went hm, we gave him his hp which he used to called his frenz n my 2nd aunt to say farewell... my 2nd aunt whom we had nt contacted for a long time was shocked and went to cgh immediately to see him though it was already 10plus at nite... i was touched dat out of my dad's 3 siblings, at least one of them actually still cares abt him..

As told by the nurse, dad had climbed out of his bed and walk ard the whole ward tokin out loudly, with the occasion vulgarities... when the nurse tried to stop him fm walkin ard n put him in a wheelchair, he went n took a spray fm the nurse station n sprayed at him... even to the extreme of hitting the nurse... not wanting him to hurt himself or cause hurt to others (nurse n patients), he was being re-strained on his bed... even being re-strained, he still spitted at the nurses... mi n sis were shocked to hear dat tis had happened... tis is definately nt dad's usual self.. wat has gone wrong??? we had alot of ??? in our mind.

A CT scan was to be done to find out why dad was behaving in tis way suddenly but the idea was eventually abandoned... coz even after injecting dad with some medication for him to sleep, he was so strong dat the medication had no effect at all on him... the medication can actually make a normal person sleep for a day... i guess for the whole of sat, dad oni slept for a few hours, fm lunch time till ard 4pm... when he's awake, he simply tok nonsense... he'd claimed mi, sis n the nurses were on cahoots to restrained him in order to pour kerosene to burn him to death.. he seem to be hallucinating too.. (due to lack of oxygen).

His condition did b'com better on sunday though occasionally he will say the nurses are trying to murder him... sometimes he behaves like a child.... sometimes normally when having a conversation with my sis's mother-in-law or my nephew... it simply changes at times dat we do not koe when he's ok n when he's nt...

I PRAY FOR DAD TO GET BETTER SOON N BE BACK TO NORMAL...

Moo-ed Moo-ed @ 12:14 AM